Saturday, November 21st, 2008 - Chicago, Illinois

“Trees like me weren’t meant to live, if all this world can give is pollution and slow death...”

Well my MySpace application started working again, so I can update more, sorry about that to anyone that reads this.

Last nights show in Chicago was pretty cool, some people knew us which was cool, and kids danced for the intro, which is all they really CAN dance to I guess, so that's good. Karl was there much to my surprise, I never expect to see people I know on tour, very strange. He tells me I shouldn't be so hard on myself about people liking Energy, and that eventually we will catch on, I hope he's right. We also hung out with Mills at the show, I miss him. I wish he'd come back to Mass. He was such an important part of the Rose Glen/Al's House thing. Such a shame he lives so far away now. We drove a while and stayed at a motel. It was freezing. I showered for 40 minutes and it was amazingly warm. We're on our way to Buffalo, New York now. It will be cool to see Will, and meet his fiancé. Then tomorrow is New York city, and then it's over. Our first "real" tour will be behind us. I hope it did good things for us. It certainly didn't do BAD things for the band. I just wish that the month prior to this tour wasn't spent on the worst tour imaginable, with only half the dates coming through.

I will be home Sunday night/Monday morning, and Tuesday, and then Wednesday it's off to Europe, where I will have to fly to get there and back. I will also not have a cell phone, or a computer, or Internet of any kind. So I won't be able to write in this or any blog. I won't be able to talk to anyone on the phone. And I won't be able to Instant Message anyone.....for 3 weeks......ughhh. I don't know how im going to get by.

I’m just glad I get to be home for 2 days, where I can hopefully relax, hang out with my partner, and bring my stress levels down some.

Sean messaged me, he wants to record some stuff with me and Mike, I’m pretty excited about that, but it will have to wait until after Europe.

I don't know what else to really write about right now.

I think I’m done.